Kitchen from the living room.  

Living room again 

Dining room 

living room 

Its been a while

I'm sorry again for the lag. It seems that I just cant find anything good to share with you! There are many things going on but I feel like I am the only one who would find it interesting. Anyway, I will try to give a brief update...
I have been seeing this new girl... I will call her "whats her name" here. Whats her name is very sweet and we always have a good time... even though I tend to treat her a little different than my normal way of acting. She responds to it so I keep it up. It can be hard sometimes because it feels like I am putting on a show all the time but I get through it. Stay tuned for more updates on this one.

Mom is doing well... or at least as well as she could be expected to be doing. We have settled into our new home and as usual, she is always tweaking the decor. I think the place looks amazing! Its quite large and has a very warm feeling to it. I will upload a few pics of the place soon.

Work sucks as usual and I am looking at future possibility's now. I have a few things on the horizon that seem quite lucrative and promising. Keeping my fingers crossed, I will hopefully be making a move soon.

I think about my dad allot. Its hard to believe that 5 months have passed already. It seems like yesterday that we found out he was sick... yesterday that we were sitting in Golden's Deli having dinner... yesterday that I gave him a shave... yesterday that I...
What a hard time it has been. And its strange... every second seems an eternity while each month seems like a second. Life, if nothing else, is quite an enigma.

I guess thats all for now. I hope everyone is doing well and for those of you who we have lost contact with, know that you are missed. The greatest loss was my father. Its a shame that we lost you as well.

Ever watch someone you care about...

...go through life like there eyes are closed and there head is on fire? I swear sometimes I just don't know. You sometimes just have to sit back, shake your head in dismay and watch as they make mistake after mistake and hope they either come through smelling like roses or at very least learn from it. But then again, what the hell do I know...