If leaving me is easy...

I read all the letters, I read each word that you've sent to me. And though it's past now, and the words start to fade, All the memories I have start, still remain. I've kept all the pictures, but I hide my feelings so no-one knows. Oh sure my friends all come round, but I'm in a crowd on my own. It's 'cos you're gone now, but your heart, still remains. And it'll be here if you come again You see, I'd heard the rumours, I knew before you let me know. But I didn't believe it, not you, No you would not let me go. Seems I was wrong, but I love, I love you the same And that's the one thing that you can't take away. but just remember...If leaving me is easy,Going back is harder...

So this is Christmas...

I'm not sure how we got through this year's Christmas but we did. It was bitter this year. I miss my dad so much that it hurts. We spent Christmas this year at my brother Joe's house. We usually all go to my aunt's house ever since we left Foster Rd. but this year we decided to be just with the immediate family which consists of well over 20 people. Sherry is in Florida this year and it marks the first time in 10 years that we were not together for the holiday.

It was a good time... but it just was not Christmas.